I, unfortunately, don’t have a solid diagnosis, just joint pain and unknown immune stuff going on. Hoping maybe 2019 will give me more answers. This is still very useful and powerful. I started this year with more hope than I’ve felt in a long, long time.
Chronic pain is an intensely difficult for people to understand if they’ve never been through it first hand. And sometimes, even when you’re the one living with it every day, it’s still hard to understand.
The last few months, I’ve had pain that has just gotten worse and worse with very little relief. When you’re in excruciating pain every day, your brain chemistry changes and your personality changes. There are good days and there are bad days. Some days, I can go to the gym and lift heavy weights and ride my bike. Other days, I can barely get out of bed because the pain is so bad.
But with chronic pain comes a never-ending cycle of coping. This cycle is pretty similar to the stages of grief, but it’s not something you just go through once, it’s a continuous method of coping.
After diagnosis, there’s the initial grief…as anyone…
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